Camp is over. Well, it was over 3 weeks ago. It was disappointing to say the least. I didn’t make the team and to add to that I have an injury. It seems like ever since the nationals this year, nothing has gone right. However I am going to turn all this around and get it together. Look at this bad luck straight in the eye and tell it that I am stronger than it is and nothing can ever get me down

Tomorrow is camp!!! 3 words. Combined they have the power to made me go crazy!

1 week. There is only one week to make or break everything. One week to one of the most important tournaments ever. 1 week to camp.

Its been a hard 3 months but if its worth it, it will be sooo worth it! fingers and toes and everything between crossed!

If you think I’m the most horrible kid around, you might want to take a look outside the door. Because trust me you have no idea

Seems to me that things have gotten way out of hand around here. Sure pressure may be on, but it is on all of us! Some people however are taking this war to a whole new level. I know we promised a truce but what happens when the peace treaty breaks? I see nuclear war craft up ahead. But don’t blame me!

This is it! My chance to make the international circuit but why can’t i be excited? Its scary. I know that everyone is telling me that i shouldn’t put pressure on myself, to just go do my best! Are you kidding? This is way too big of a deal to be content with anything less than No.1!! I have put up with a lot. Right now after a disastrous nationals, a lot of people have written me off but i have to, and i will prove that that misconception will be the biggest mistake that they have ever made. I am going to retake my national championship and make the national team. I made that promise to my self and I don’t break promises.

Sometimes i feel like there are some people who never work, never train and still can wipe the rink with my face every time they do show up. I mean, its totally not fair. I’m not naming any names but i hate them. So perfect! 

There is barely a week left for the camp which decides which lucky people get to be on the Indian team. Since this is my first time trying out, I’m more than a little scared but hey! that’s what competition is all about! My level of confidence may be hitting an all time low but I have worked through it before so why can’t I do it now? I have been watching episodes of Make it or Break it non-stop for the last 2 days! I find them amazing! I know the characters are fictional and any resemblance to any person living or dead is purely unintentional but there are people like that, champions like that! I am determined to be like them. I have worked my butt off for this chance and I will not mess up. Not this time

I have been watching the junior master chef season 1 and those kids have mad skills! But I have my doubts…. how can 9 year olds cook so well?? Its impossible. But maybe that’s just my ego talking. The stuff they cook is just…wow! Hats off!